.. mackoy’s thoughts ..

You thought that you know what you want to happen the next day you wake up. That you’ve set certain goals in your life that you would like to hit at during each day that passes. Its just not that way, you get surprises along the way, there are things that even if you are sure that it won’t happen, still happens, things you don’t expect, the most craziest things that can tickle your mind. On the other hand there are things you expect to happen, that you want to happen, but does not happen, even if you have exerted so much effort just to make it happen.

You see that’s just the beauty of life, that’s what makes one’s life more special, more difficult, more different, its what sets you apart from other people. How you would handle this situations, how you would react, how you would take it, how would you face it, how, how, how?! That depends on what’s your view of life, how you see yourself, it all depends on you. You’re the only person that can solve this kind of things. You’re the only one who would know what to do. But how would you know that you did the right thing?

Life’s about taking chances, so is love. Oh yes, that four letter word, that thing called LOVE

Love hurst, that’s all I can say for now. Love’s unfair!

"Won’t be any tears falling from these eyes. Cause when its true love, love never dies.
No distance can keep us apart. As long as you’re here in my heart."

Hurt… Lost… Hopeless… Helpless…

.. a brand new start or just a continuation of the old mobile life .. hehe! .. i waking up early .. but heck .. i can’t do anything about it .. hehe .. need to adjust .. need to fix my broken body clock .. need to readjust .. slowly .. surely .. that’s just the way to do it .. sudden change may not be that good ..

.. sudden change of positions .. sudden change of work ..

.. i’m sleeeeeeeepy .. body clock still busted .. hehe .. hope it gets fixed ASAP ..

.. need to work work work work work work work work ..

.. wow! .. its almost three years .. still i can’t seem to take it off my mind .. to not to think about it .. why .. because its one of the best and most cherished memories that ever happened .. but as what they say .. everything comes to an end .. i guess its also a sign that i might as well move on so that the frightening reality of not being able to have it again will not haunt me anymore .. a new start ..

.. its been a while since we’ve seen each other .. since we’ve talked .. since we joked around .. i don’t know if you know that i miss you .. that i would really love to see you .. even just a short glimpse of you will make me happy .. i miss talking to you about anything .. its like .. with you the world will always be a happy place .. problems are easily forgotten .. nothing to think about .. just you ..

.. problem is .. i can’t express what i feel .. i don’t know if it will turn out just fine .. i don’t have the courage to tell you how i feel .. how you’ve affected my life during the times we’ve spent .. afraid to take any chance .. afraid that once again .. i will be hurt .. that i will hurt you ..

i've been to many placesi've met different racesi've seen so many facesbut it's you i cant forget

i've been through high and lowtil i got no where to goi got this funny feelingthat it's you who i'm still missing

so baby come ondon't let this goyou know i love you so!don't throw awaylet our love growi can't let you go!

we've always been so strongwe almost had it alldon't give up now on mecause, we will always be

let's come to think of thislook at all we could missi can't let this happencause it's youthat i'll always be loving

.. another week has passed .. another boring one .. @_@ .. why has life been so dull lately? .. LOL .. =.= .. still .. its kinda exciting for me after the interview i had yesterday .. woot!!! .. a very big thanks to Michiko for the opporunity .. during the interview it was like i wanted to back out but with seeing the opportunity to try out new things .. it’ll be a very big blast .. yes .. its another "workload" for me .. but heck .. as long as i enjoy what i’m doing .. i am cool with it .. so next week will be the start of some new things to come .. hope it won’t eb a conflict with my current "workload" ..

.. sunday .. party at bulacan .. weee!~!~!~ ..

.. it seems my body clock is really busted .. can’t seem to go to work on regular work hours .. erm .. hope i can fix it .. sleep at night is totally different with sleeping during daytime .. i kinda got used to working during late nights .. i can come up with more ideas during those time .. compared during daytime .. night shift .. nope .. my shift .. anytime shift ..

.. =P =P =P ..

.. woot .. its monday .. start of the week .. just got to the office .. checked my mails .. messages some of my friends that i can only talk to in YM .. erm .. bad news is, i am sleepy .. hahaha ..

.. had a nice weekend .. slept the whole sunday morning .. borrowed about five VCDs from my cousin and went on a Movie Marathon .. that was nice .. watched movies i had already watched before .. but without any access to a boob tube for about a week .. that was not an issue .. its just a way of telling myself that a television still exists .. hahaha ..

.. must sleep .. must sleep .. must sleep ..

.. =P =P =P ..

Nagtatanong
bakit mahirap
sumabay sa agos
ng iyong mundo

Nagtataka
Simple lang naman sana
Ang buhay
Kung ika’y matino

Sabihin sa akin lahat ng lihim mo
Iingatan ko
Ibaling sa akin ang problema mo
kakayanin ko

Pikit mata
kong iaalay
ang buwan at araw
pati pa sapatos kong suot

Nagtatanong
simple lang naman sana
ang buhay
kung ika’y lumayo

Sasamahan ka sa tamis
Sasamahan ka sa dilim
Sasamahan ka hanggang langit
Sasamahan ka sa tamis
Sasamahan ka sa pait
Sasamahan ka sa dilim
Sasamahan ka hanggang langit Sasamahan ka

I believe
We shouldnt let the moment pass us by
Life’s too short
We shouldnt wait for the water to run dry

Think about it
Cause we only have one shot at destiny
All im asking
Could it possibly be you and me?

So if you’d still go, i’ll understand
Would you give me something just to hold on to?
And if you’ll stay, ill hold your hand
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you

Time has come
For us to go our separate ways
God forbid
But my mind is going crazy today

I feel so cold
Feel so numb
Im having nightmares but im awake
Help me lord
Fight this loneliness
Take this pain away

So if you’d still go, i’ll understand
Would you give me something just to hold on to?
And if you’ll stay, ill hold your hand
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you

Now that you’re gone, im all alone
Im still hoping that you would come back home
Dont care how long, but im willing to wait
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you